This is a very normal human defense mechanism to try and "save" ourselves from too much intuited pain. We somehow think that if we can just deny the reality of our discomfort, that it will just go away. It doesn't. There is a buildup on all levels, and when the capacity for denial has been reached there is always a reckoning of some kind.
To stay in the body consciously focused and grounded in the moment and master these feeling and frequencies, is to find balance and maintain it through the use and containment, alternately, of the electro-magnetics that are what we are made up of, and is, in all reality our very real reason for being here on this planet. We are the Messengers.
To bring "ourselves" totally into centeredness with the physical body is the ultimate goal. It is our space ship, and it is equipped with all of the "tools" we will ever need, to do what we came here to do, and to be. If we can calm down long enough, to remember who we are, and to recognize ourselves.
What happens when we are totally whole, and completely aware? The vibrational body will begin to vibrate at a higher frequency, it will transmit, and receive, messages more clearly, it will be directly focused, and initiate active connections.
We will then move out of the outer composition, slowly detaching from our emotional karma, and giving up the unresolved trauma, for clarity and functionality, on this level.
We will move decisively forward at last. The frequency is receptive and directive, it is a voluntary mandate.
Ideally there is balance, on all levels. This is a learning process and it demands acknowledgement, clear judgement, and insight in order to be successful. We can be in and out at different times. Total awareness is crucial for the art of moving forward.
See yourself at the controls. You are. Things do not just happen. They evolve. There is a process.
Note; All experiences where you feel weak or abandoned. Being weak kneed, kind of empty, or dizzy, means that something has been broken down, and that you are on automatic reflex. It is a 911 red alert mechanism!
To live powerfully takes your full commitment and attention to all of the details, all of the time. If you try to move beyond this "red alert" message without understanding precisely what the reasoning is for it, or why it is happening to you, by totally accepting, that it is your responsibility to figure this out and "do" something about it, surrendering to your ability to flow into, and through this vibration, to the source of the trauma. It is after all, your life experience and questing, that has brought you to this point.
What do you need to know in order to move forward? Only you will know the answer, only you can make the choice to be here now.
Procrastination will get you a "Repeater Knee" series of events, like Bill Murray in "Ground Hog Day" These situations will return again and again and again, not always with the same people in your life, but most definitely, with the same resulting energies. You will not progress. You will regress. Better to deal with it, and digest it now, go for the gold, the timing does not get any better than this. Simply put, apply your phenomenal reasoning ability; O.K. apply it after you have taken a few deep breath's, done some Yoga mudra's, or whatever you need to do in order to calm down.
Then really "Look" at what you need to do or learn, in order to apply it to the situation at hand, then move forward with confidence.
Utilizing consciously directed and focused energies, and ultimately understanding that this "Is" what true power is all about.
You are the center of your Universe, and if you are not the pilot of this "Macoba" unit, exactly who is, and why should you expect anyone else to take the controls. (AKA) responsibility, for directing and living your life?
That is the most powerless copout, that anyone can ever buy into, or make. You are bound to crash and burn, sooner than later. Take up the challenge now. Live your life to the fullest and best that you are capable of being with no apologies or regrets.
Attachment is the greatest fabricator of illusion; Reality can be attained only by someone who is detached."
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