When does the dream begin to fade...reality set in? The shiny newness of the vehicle of life begin cracking and chipping, becoming dull with over exposure to the constant borage of abusive use? It does not have to be this way! We were not created to suffer!
We were made to experience the most extreme gifts of pleasure, joy, and love. To learn from each other, how to share, build, create, brainstorm, play, and through faith, and hope to merge with one another, not to destroy each other.
We have created this manmade Monster called "Industrial Civilization" and we have voluntarily made ourselves fodder for this "Machine" named "Progress." Regress is more appropriate, if you follow his/herstory.
We fight for our own dis-ease, so we keep it. It is destroying us all, when all we need to do in order to be free is to surrender. Without desire there is no control mechanism.
What do we have to surrender to? The real fear is the one we have about allowing ourselves to realize that we created the very prisons that we hate, in order to experience life.
Real Life is not a "Picture Perfect Present" all wrapped up in a colorful box, with ribbons and bows, at least not forever, although, it does seem to start out that way. Physical beauty comes in stages, and it can only be appreciated, if we have reached the level that it takes to be able to comprehend the meaning of it's creation, at any given moment. One mind, one world, one concept. Different levels, different strokes. Each individual is unique in their concept of what beauty is. This is as it should be.
The tapestry of our lives is our own creation. Yes, we do utilize our abilities, our talents, our personal perceptions, individually. What we have learned in putting our collections together is what makes us unique, and special. It also makes us "fit" into place perfectly, and exactly the way we are, as well as where we are, now.
The beauty of this creation is in it's differences, that compliment and weave, intricate designs, amazing us all, if we will allow ourselves to be. We are "Free Will". We are all there "Is". If we could only "see" that in simply being, we are doing exactly, what we came here to do.
A flower blossoms, it lights up the place it is in, perfectly. We are not any different in our being. There are fields of flowers that from an aerial view seem to look the same "amber waves of grain" if the time is taken, to really experience, and look at each individual one of the flowers, we can "see" that each is different, each serves a specific purpose, in where and what they are, and even though they all may "look" the same to the naked eye, they are not, yet, they are related intricately, of course, but none can hold their special place, for without each "one" there is a hole, a void, a thread bare in the tapestry, a vision, never complete, an emptiness, in knowing that beauty, that spark, that ray of light, is gone forever from our lives. This Is Love.
We try to ground in each other, to fill this emptiness, this void, when all we really have to do, is focus within. The warmth of a fire, is nothing outside of itself. The energy comes from being ignited, and sharing that inspiration, not by giving it away, but in the sharing, of that warmth, that knowledge, that spirit, so that the whole can benefit, from this great gift of the power, of knowing.
It is a realization, and acceptance, of who and what we are, without censor, that brings the light of hope, joy, ultimate faith, and the connection, with all that is, was, or ever will be. Infinite-Reality.
What is it that we see, or believe, is greater than ourselves? Why do we buy into this? Why the constant search for meaning? Instead, our world's are filled with self-inflicted pain, tears, puncture wounds, invasive surgeries, drugs, sex, in the name of love, war, in the name of God. Faith and Hope destroyed, through incarceration, and indoctrination, control through desperation, hunger, needs, unfulfilled.
We are a "911" situation, and instead of addressing the actual dis-eases, by facing the situations head on, and seizing the moment that it takes, to embrace, and deal with reality, we play head games with the symptom's, wasting valuable time, and resources, on basic "bandaid" material.
No matter how self-intoxicating, demoralizing, dehumanizing, addictive, or poison, they may be, we would rather accept, and embrace, these toxins, into our systems, than to just admit the truth to ourselves. The truth is: Neglect, abandonment, abuse, denial, and (FEAR) "Failure to engage available resources" we can fix the problem, by first acknowledging that it does not begin outside of ourselves. That is the REAL LIE. That finger pointing outwardly at THE REST OF THE WORLD. Blaming some obscure "THEY" for doing whatever "TO" us, instead of taking responsibility for our own lives and decisions.
It is not some miracle cure, and yet it is a miracle that we find the truth at all, given our base ability to maneuver around it all, and lie to ourselves, blatantly. We have it all right at our fingertips, and we are the only ones who can perform the operation, or procedure. We are only here for a limited time, and we alone are the drivers and navigators of this great journey.
What we choose to experience, learn, see, do, and be, is entirely up to us. Our choice. Our directive. Our life. Everything we do that does not feel right for us specifically, is a passive manipulation for control. Control of what? What is the fear that we have that compels us to this type of self destruction is as varied as the individual. Blessed Be. LOVE AND LIGHT.
Saturday, March 25, 2017
New Moon In Aries
When all cats are gray in the night, and when all of our so called social distinction has taken a fall, we stand alone with nothing more than what we know.
What do we know?
1. We were all created equal.
2. Each of us were given the gift of life for a specific reason.
3. There are three distinct sexes.
4. People come in all sizes and shapes.
5.We are all individuals.
6. We are all a part of the food chain.
7. We are all interconnected.
8. Nothing on this planet is self sufficient in and of itself.
9. We need each other to survive and thrive.
10. Everything is just as important in the evolutionary process as we are.
11. Nothing is more important than we are.
12. We are all ONE.
How will those who have always washed and ironed the sheets, and done those strict military corners on the beds, adhered to schedules, like babies to their feeding times, compartmentalized every single moment of their days, into neat little sections, like plastic wrapped squares of American cheese, meals up at exactly the same time every day, with all of the proper food groups represented at table, forks, spoons, knives, napkins, and water glasses, wine glasses, placed just so, be able to adjust to the fall of the status quo?
When they can no longer take a little pink pill to get up, a little green pill to calm down, a little yellow pill to sleep, a cool glass of Chardonnay to relax, when no one cares what they think or do, or even who they are with, all their dramas of excess baggage, and way too many rules to ever follow. Their weaknesses found in the very rigidness of their programmed to receive, thought processes.
They are easily manipulated and confused. They pantomime, and say things like; "We like our rituals, they make us feel safe."
We have become an institutionalized society for the most part, simply going through the motions of a life without really experiencing anything of any lasting value, terrified of being out of control, being passionate, or thought of as stupid, or alone.
These things are completely insupportable, unreasonable assumptions, for without changes in our thought patterns, there is no room for growth. We are filled with distractions, frustrated, stuck, and unproductive, "Zombies in the Mall" type of stagnant.
What is really important to you? Are you living it?
If you are not, this New Moon in Aries is going to be a huge catalyst for change. Things that you have been doing by rote, or "just because" you know all of those "little things" that you do that take up the majority of your day, and mean absolutely nothing? If you are nodding your head now, get ready for the roller coaster ride of your life, as you are tested at almost every level of your world as to what is real and worthy of your "life's blood, sweat, and energy" and what is really ready for the garbage bin.
This may include lots of things, situations, places, and yes, even relationships, also people that you have either out grown, or are no longer on the same page with. Somethings must go. You can do this consciously or not. It will be easier and more productive if you are aware of the process. I wish you luck. I hope that you recognize this as an opportunity to expand your horizons, and take complete and total responsibility for your own life, by living your dreams to their fullest. The time is now.
Love and Light!
Tuesday, January 10, 2017
Little Red Riding Hood: Friday the 13th Full Moon in Cancer: "It's better to learn how to fall gracefully on your butt, than it is to fall full on your face forward." -billy barr- ...
"It's better to learn how to fall gracefully on your butt, than it is to fall full on your face forward."
This full Moon comes with a confrontational grand cross in all of the Cardinal-Aggressive-No-Nonsense signs. It signifies that it is time to get down to the real business of living life with no excuses, and no apologies. The business end has no patience for the hopeful expectations of what may, or might have been, if only. It looks only at the projected results.
It demands that reality be clearly met head-on in a factual, and determined, focused way. This is done by making tough decisions, drawing up business plans, appointing the people you need to help make the impossible, possible. You will know them by their base knowledge and follow through, being actively precise in what they want or need, showing what they can really do for you.
Again, with no excuses, and no apologies. Certain things are needed to make anything a reality. "Money talks and bullshit walks." What exactly is it that you think you are going to continue to get for free? Bullying and acidity in your techniques or mannerisms, will get you the door, or the "buffer people" like the secretary, or the answering service. Or, no answer at all, if you have pushed them that far against the wall. Time for a reality check.
"No one is really an Island."
It will not get you the results you think that you deserve. So, forget the bluffing. What do you really need? Ask for it honestly. Give the proper people the reasoning for the request, see what happens. If they do not believe in you, why should you believe in them? Go somewhere else for your future, leave them behind, know that if they can't see the potential, they are blind.
Stop looking for answers outside of your own mind, body, skill, unless you need it specifically for what you, yourself are trying to manifest, build, create, or do. Stop it! Make a list of your priorities. Follow through. Stop the wool gathering. It can make you crazy. It also accomplishes nothing, except to waste your valuable time.
Silver linings are only found when you get rid of the "dirt" that is blocking your "flow" of energies, so that you can actually "see" what you have accomplished, or not. People can be a part of the process or an absolute dead weight. Be willing to do the work that it takes to make these "Aha" moments shine by standing behind your own dreams and creations, proudly offering them to the world with a smile of confidence on your face. Open and inviting with no apologies.
You will have then arrived at the doorway of your destiny. Hand over your VIP pass to the doorman at the gate with dignity, knowing that you have earned this privilege.
"Smile pretty for the camera Baby."
It is your life, live it to the best of your ability.
Tuesday, January 3, 2017
The Desire is to Be...Inventive, Creative, Original, and Free..
This year is ruled by the number 10 which is symbolized by the "Wheel of Fortune" you know how it spins. Anything can happen, and it will. The key is to have some sort of vision of how you would like the outcome to be before you start. That way whatever happens, you are prepared to initiate the next best form of action.
There are a sequence of other years that have this same vibration, and since I am a firm believer in the sequence of events, as well as the basic building process of learning and growing throughout the life of a person or entity, I would like to recommend that you check out how these years unfolded for you, if you are of an age to do so. These years are: 1990-1999-2008-and now-2017. Major happenings should be evident in these time frames, and if you come forward with your analysis of them, you just might see common denominators that have pivoted you to where you are in moment of the now. These can be used to see what worked for you, as well as the things that you want to avoid re-inventing in your life.
The 10 is also symbolized by Isis and Osiris, notice how these two names are interchangeable, Osiris is pronounced; O-si-ris. It is a classic number of ultimate rise to glory, and possible fall from grace, according to the individuals personal desires, and actions. The name will be known for good or evil, there is no in-between, honor or dishonor.
10 is capable of arousing the extreme responses of love and hate - respect and fear. There is the "know it all" tendency of wanting to control everything and everyone around you. The tendency to do things on impulse alone, because of course you know better than anyone else does what is right for the whole. There is also what I call the pure "Angel" vibration, where everything is given for the loved one. Appreciation is everything, and everything can or may be given up for this reasoning. Every event or situation is self-determined. 10 is the symbol of LOve - LIght, (no misprint here, think about it) which creates ALL that can be imagined, and it also contains the code of the "Wheel of Fortune" symbol. Meaning...
"To Ordain: Order it, appoint it, establish it, invent it, with authority, officially Image it, imagine it in its full completion, and it shall become real. It will materialize one way or another, again no in-between."
The power for manifesting into reality creative concepts, dreams, intentions, is inherent. But it must be used with wisdom, and a totally disciplined and directed focus. Since the power for absolute creation, contains the polarity power point for absolute destruction.
Self discipline and infinite compassion, must accompany the gift of the former, in order to avoid the tragedy of the latter. This is why anything that is done on impulse alone can and most probably will cause a domino type of chain reaction, and the scales can tip to either extreme.
It is better to plan before executing anything that could have these sort of long term consequences. Discipline must precede Dominion. The process must be taken into consideration. I cannot stipulate this enough. IT IS THAT IMPORTANT!
"What is the worst that can happen?" "What is the best that can happen?" These questions while valid in most prior day to day situations, will not work now. Why? Because we no longer have the luxury of the middle ground in most cases. We are working without a net. There is no insurance policy to take care of the damages. If you fall you are pretty much on your own. Can you pick up the pieces and start over? I don't know. Can you? It is better not to entertain this as an option, don't you think? Seeking the Balance is the best for all concerned, if at all possible.
Unfortunately, some people fail to realize their potential for power, and consequently they harbor deep-seated feelings of frustration, causing them to feel unfulfilled. This indulgence breeds anger, and occasionally causes re-actions that are primarily based on pride and arrogance alone. These are used in order to cover up feelings of inferiority? It is a catch 22; going round in circles and winding up absolutely NO WHERE. Why waste your precious energy on no win situations?
It is better to take no action at all in this kind of mental fog. Hostility or any kind of deep seated feeling breeds only its twin chain reaction. Chaos.
Coming to terms with the exact situation one is in is far better for all concerned. You can do this by clearing away all types of judgements; all of the he said, she said, they said, should of, would of, could of, been.
Close these types of exit doors and windows. They are not beneficial to what is best for you or anyone else in any situation, and not only that, they use up a whole lot of positive energy that could be being directed towards getting the things that you really want to happen done. Exits include any kind of Escape mechanisms, Guilt,Shame, Blame, Denial, Procrastination, Over-Indulgence. When attention is directed at what has gone wrong, and not how things are, we lose our power to act effectively in the world.
"Closing the exits means staying with the feelings, whatever they may be. It means letting them run their course. Feelings are like muscles - the more intensively you stay with the exercise, closing the door on escape, the more heavy emotional lifting you can do, and the clearer your mind becomes, your body is able to act." Big corporations learned this long ago, that is why they have board meetings.
"Nature makes no judgment. Humans do."
The Balance of the elements of the mind, or thought processes, the ability to take affirmative actions, utilizing the base intuitions in a positive, creative way, and the physical manifestation into the world of these finely tuned, and focused mechanisms, allows you to be co-director of all you seek to be.
- The Art of Possibility - by Rosamund and Benjamin Zander
- Star Signs - by Linda Goodman
To make an appointment to see me please email me at: